I'm not going on vacation and I need to get volunteer work out of the way to increase chances of scholarships. But all these fears are on the back of my head. Sure I have big bad dreams of being a film director, not to mention wanting to write novels and become a social worker. I have 4 years to make something of myself. I have dreams of being this rich public celebrity being overscheduled with interviews on Leno and Oprah. And using that wealth to make a difference.
But I wonder how I can do that, when I don't even have plans this summer? I try to think and daydream, when I'm scolded about no sense of reality.